Dog and Cables Conspired :
Sunday, October 29, 2006
My 1st O lvl paper is On Monday. MT paper. SHIT! I'm gonna screw this up. But i'll try my best. Been studying all day. Took a break after long hours of doing pen and book. Played sims for a while. Then went back to studying. I'm so freaking exhausted now. I'm Updating for the sake of updating now. Just sms-ed roSA that i'm going to bed. Love you and miss ya beloved. See you once in a while. OK i'll finish up this last equation then i'm outta here.
The Work of Dog
2:56 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I just reached home. And Its always my fault. It seems to be like that. I never wanted to do this. I was forced to do it. I did'nt want to go with my family but i was pushed out the door by them. I wanted to see you, but they would'nt listen. I hoped u would understand. I never wanted to mess it up. And i always don't have the chance to explain. And when i get to, it may be too late. Theres not much i can do. I really wanted to see u. I never asked for any of this. But God wants it to be this way so I let it be, but please understand me. Understand me and be in my position. I was forced to go with them and if i disobeyed my parents it would hurt u because u should noe what happens to me if I disobey. My parents have lost faith in me and u should noe that I'm trying hard to win them back. I really wanted to see u, I missed u so much, I never did anything wrong, i never made any mistakes, I freaking love u. I was forced to go with them. I never messed anything up, u always told me listen to my parents and not get into trouble and study hard, thats what I have been doing all along while waiting for you to come back to me and its all for u, I thought u would be happy. I so wanted to see u too you noe! I did not want to disappoint my parents so I listened to them. But in the end I was able to escape from my family and I called u and said I wanted to go to ur house even though it was 1am in the morning I was already walking from bukit panjang plaza to ur house and was on the phone with u telling u that I'm coming, but u said u were gonna slp. I really wanted to see u, but on the phone u told me u did'nt want to see me, even though I reached the front gate of Hazel park. I respected ur decision, but before I went home, I went up to the 11th floor and stood outside straing at ur front door. I wanted to ring the bell or call u but u said u did'nt want me to call u or disturb u, so I just stood there and was hoping some1 would open the door, I sat around there for about 30mins, I cried and I reluctantly took the lift back down and went home. It took quite a while for me to get home, I had no cash on me to take a cab, The bus services ended almost an hour ago at that time, so I walked until I reached the Caltex gas station at Old Woodlands Road when my Mom called and asked me where I was, I told her and she said she would pay for the taxi fares again, i felt guilty to disappoint her again I want my parent's trust back. But nvm its ok because I would do anything to see u and hold u and hug u again. I fucking miss u, why won't u let me explain everything. Don't you trust me? Baby I love u. I'm sorry. Its my fault I'm sorry. God probably forsakes me, so I'm sorry. I'm sincerely sorry . I sincerely love you. Please let me see u. I wanna see u. I miss u. I MISS U. damn it, I miss u....I love you.
Im crying now. I shall sleep then. I miss u. When will i get to see that lovely face and adorable eyes of yours, Rosa.. When? I miss you. I will wait for you.
The Work of Dog
2:24 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Can't wait to hold her in my arms again. Anxiously waiting for that day. Rosa hope you're enjoying your time. I hope to see u soon. Love you. Theres nothing much to post now. Wats in my mind is just My beloved.
Love you
The Work of Dog
11:16 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
She just called me an hour ago. I left for home from her house 2hours ago. She is leaving for Malaysia in about 6hrs or so. And I so don't want her to leave. Before i left we hugged for almost 20mins. She cried. I tried to hold back my tears. I hugged her for a little longer. I love you Rosa my beloved. I'll miss U. I'll wait for u to come back into my arms. Then i left...
I was home. She called. We talked for 30mins. I cried. She cried. I so want to go with her. I love her. I hate to leave her. Now I'm gonna rest. She said she would call me 2moro before she leaves for Malaysia. I can't wait. She will call me. I cant wait. She will...I cant wait to hear her voice...
I could have posted this sooner. But Blogger keeps on jamming, but nevertheless...
Love You and Miss You Rosa .
The Work of Dog
2:21 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Woots i'm home after 2 days of not being home. Was wif my brokened boned Friend and after that I was with yours truly. I stayed with beloved and made sure tat she would never feel so insecure again. I love you! I ate breakfast with her 2dae and waved her off to skool for her PL interview, I hope she gets into PL. She is very responsible, and so what if she has no CCA attendance, BULLSHIT! Look at her commitment record for her class. Shes the Freaking Class Chairman. Fuck you people who want Goody-Goody-Nerdy-Freak-Jerk-Geeks and they're really scary. PL is abt having fun and there is no room for GGNFJGs cuz that would ruin the reputation of the PL and then some...So Rosa, all the best! Hope u get selected. If you don't, then the skool is just fucked up. And Bitches like you-know-who fall into the category of GGNFJGs if ya noe what i mean *winks*
Since that Bowl of MEE came to this skool, everything was focused on academics, but everyone still faltered academically even though academics was so focused on, unlike the previous noodles who focused more on athletics and amazingly the end of year academic results at that time were one of the best in the country. Which prooves that without fun, u can't study. In your face ya Mee Bitch!
At least theres some group in this God Forsaken skool which still has that little shining glimmer of fun left and thats the PL, and if they recruit GGNFJGs, the results WILL be catastrophic--->The element of Fun will burn out and everyone might as well shift skool and stop wasting their time being useless-ly brain fed 24/7, which has fatal side effects like----> STRESS, No TIME FOR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND CUZ I GOTTA FUCKING STUDY, PROJECTS to present the next DAY, Cant go out with frens anymore cuz I have to read and memorise this 5 chapters for a class TEST next week, maybe after I fucking graduating then i can have fun with U guys.------> Wheres' the social bond us Teens get in this "Next Generation" world? Where's the "hey lets chill out this weekend " phrase i used to hear all the time. In the end in the not so distant future of this ending world we all may end up turning into GGNFJGs, and this place would be so gloomy and dull, everyone would be Zombies, stuck to their books, calculaters, curve rulers, rulers, graph paper, compass, dictionary and THEN fucking some. Its as if we apply this shit when in working world.
BUT HEY! I went to the USA and i saw what they're studying and they're the same age as ME, but do u know what i saw and found out? HOLY FUCK!----> These USA students told me that they havent learnt anything what I'm currently learning and studying right now and they told that me this stuff i'm studying right now is studied by UNIVERSITY Students! so like WTH! I rather go there and become a freaking PHD. Imagine what those NUS students are learning right now, their gonna be totally crazy, with too much knowledge, their ever-so expanding brains are gonna make them pop and eventually turning them into nutcases, they are what u call---->A Smartass know it all, but actually he/she is just a nerd in disguise who doesnt know shit. Aint street smart and aint cool.
A perfect example of this theory of mine would be -----> Mr You. its not his real name, I might get sued. but u all noe who he is. Hes' a young-just-came-out from army teacher,he is Clever, he noes everything and hes' a Mathematics enthusiast, but he talks to himself most of the time. Does'nt blink when he teaches which we find pretty odd. Praises himself most of the time about his great achievements which has nothing to do with Maths (self righteous bastard), and lastly we can't understand a damn thing he teaches. And his hair at the back stands up most of the time and this look is always identical as the previous day, which gives us the creeps cuz we don't noe how long he has'nt taken a shower. He was probably calculating some maths problem all night. ----->He is A Prototype Product of the system. I wont be surprised if I meet someone like him in the future. Damn even Albert Einstein the Genius, the world's cleverest man, has a smaller brain than us. AND he only used 9% of his freaking small brain to come up with one of the world's greatest formulae---> E=MC2
So why Expand our brains with too much knowledge which is completely unrelated to the world of Work. Work is all about quick thinking, great ideas and innovation, Not ----->solving stupid Maths problems,memorising History notes which is duelling in the past, Writing a Summary, Or answering Who-What-Where-When-Why questions for comprehension passages damn i get those questions everyday from my parents.
So Beloved, I hope u get into PL! Beat those GGNFJGs.
Sorry for writing too damn long, i'm just sick of the system. Its just my thoughts. But im much more sick of this Skool. Love You! I'm going to bed now. Nights All!
BARK
The Work of Dog
12:09 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
Its very late at night now. 12am to be exact. I look at my Beloved sleeping peacefully in bed. Shes tired. She deserves a fruitful rest. My rest will come in a months time. As I Sit and Lay, and watch her, I see her face, shes so beautiful. As she hugs her booster, she smiles, Shes having nice dreams perhaps. I stroke her back a few times, feel her smooth cheeks. Such beauty. Such peace. A picture of purity. But Its getting late. I don't want mama or papi to get worried. But before i leave my Beloved for home, I must tell her I Love her. Give me a little more time. I wanna stay with my Sleeping Beauty and be by her side for a little longer... Just a little longer. A little longer. A little longer.
My Beloved : Rosa Trinh Thu Raz
Loves
The Work of Dog
12:29 AM
Monday, October 09, 2006
2dae was fun! As usual, in the early hours of morning, went to skool wif Rosa, national anthem, pledge and then some. Then during lessons, Danko, Prem and Myself were like, telling jokes on how my teachers died, how they looked like when they were in their coffins, and what stuff would be written on their tombstones and all. No Offence to ya teachers. Was just havin plain fun!! It was hilarious. After which, Not one teacher arrived for lessons, I got sleepy and slept on four tables.
After recess was different though, Maths, Chemistry and then some, really love Maths. Mrs Teo, my chemistry cher, then wanted time to chat with me, so after the bell rang, i accompanied her all the way down and she told me how touched she was about the letter i wrote to her for teachers day and that she even cried when she read it. This made me realise she really is putting high hopes for me to pass my Os. After that she went off and I said thank you.
D'n'T was the next, but i dropped the damn sub, and i looked at the next lesson, Social Studies, Mdm Adawiyah aint coming again, so there was no point staying in skool anymore, since i aint gonna learn anything with no teachers around the near empty classrooom. 12 30pm. I strolled outta skool. Heard some of the kids from the lower levels say "he is crazy!", Met up with Joel and his frens outside, and they were like laughing at me and told me that I was really crazy. I slacked at Suhairi's house for a while and played a 4-string classical guitar. It's Suhairi's guitar anyway----> DUDE go and buy new strings!!! but playing your guitar was fun nonetheless.
Met up with Rosa after that. Walked around Plaza. And skip, all the way home. We decided to go for a swim, and as usual dog had fun with her. Suntanned for abit and went back up. We conversed while in bed------> (those who have inferior english, this phrase means " We talked while lying in bed")----> and I somehow got sleepy and just slept. When i woke up she was like preparing for her tuition and all, her teacher came already,told her all the best and she went off, So here I am waiting for her and transpiring my thoughts from my head down here.
WOOF!!
The Work of Dog
7:21 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Yeah! New skin! This is very DOG! Thx rosa for finding it. I re-designed it though cuz the one who made this skin layout sucked! so many stupid bugs! And the codes were everywhere! ARGH! Anyway its half-fixed. I'm almost done! but hey new skin!
WOOF!
The Work of Dog
3:24 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
WOots! Look at the time! its 9am! Im supposed to be in skool. But, I am in skool! Skipping lessons is so fun! Im at the library now. A place where im not supposed to be. I just had to post an entry cuz I felt the need to. Oh well i posted. Woot! Thats it mission accomplished.
WOOF!
The Work of Dog
8:48 AM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Hmm. Rosa. My Sassy Gal. Muhaha! the whole of last week was Blam. So Lets move on then. I did'nt update cuz i was really deep in thought. Wat should i do. Wat is wrong wif me. And then some.
2dae was somewhat crazy. I somehow got Rosa to come to my house and we watched a movie 2gether. Yeah it was heart-warming to be bside her. On the way to my house She teamed up with Joel and Punked me! I got Punked, ARgH! .
Anyway, celebrated Mom's Bday. Rosa was in the family photo too! Happy Bday Mama. Yeah was fun! The cake had a lil rum in it. It was so rich. The chocolate just dripped down my throat and then some.
Can't wait to go skool 2moro. Back to skool. New bag, New file holder, Nice Wallet and New shoes! WOOTS!
I must remind myself to change for the better
Im owt then
WOOF!
The Work of Dog
11:01 PM
