The Work of Dog
Today was just me recuperating from outside sickness... cuz i usually go out and spend alot of cash buying all sorts of stuff. So i was stuck at home, it does'nt mean im broke! I still have alot of money, but i guess i rather save it for Sunday. Cuz on Sunday its gonna be a big outing with Rosa! Anyway i need a break, damn im so sick but i still go out and on top of that, i always come home very early the next day maybe 3 am, 6 am?? And yes im still sick and that would not make Rosa happy, I would only worry her. So thats wad i did, slack at home and think of her.
So here i was, in my bedroom, looking at the wall, the bed and everything i could lay my eyes upon, her watch, my ring, her boxer shorts? XD! And I wondered what she was doing right now, "i hope she's fine", and i could recall that my mind kept on saying "i love Rosa", continously like there was no end to it. I could'nt even sleep well cuz i think of her all the time and always hope that she's fine and alright.
Lets skip the afternoon becuz it was more or less the same scenario as the paragraph above except the part when i was counting the amount of money left in my wallet and really admiring how much i saved from yesterdays outing. Either than that i was very occupied with my thoughts of her. Deeply miss you Rosa!. ok then SKIP!
In the Evening, We did quarrel about some misunderstanding and miscomunication, its got something to do with yesterday, its trivial and its a small matter and the quarrel burnt out and lost its flames and it turned into a nice smooth and decent chat with her on the phone. We were on the phone for 3 hours, and i still cant have enough of her, damn i just realised that i havent heard her voice since last Friday. I truly miss her and I love her no matter how much hardships we may come across in our lives. And yes, while on the phone, we were laughing and being ourselves just like its supposed to be and im happy about it.
And there's just something else i need to do, I must help myself, help my family, help Rosa, and help her mom. I noe u would'nt understand but now, being responsible is my goal now. I wanna make everyone proud of me. And this is the 1st time i had this feeling in years. But this feeling is much more refreshing cuz now i noe i have some1 there by my side to push me on.
Rosa I love you! I love your mom too! Call you later, I know you're staying up late to watch Brazil Vs Croatia. World Cup FEVER! So im out to place some bets with my Dad hehe and im gonna beat my dad!
The world is'nt beautiful but the beautiful people make the world beautiful therefore it is beautiful! LOVE YOU ALL! especially you Rosa! Beautiful world for a reason.
10:51 PM
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Rosa Raz
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