Im recovering at a slow pace.. buts its been improving... no more blood choking out.. my throat feels light and dry.. thx to the medicine...i woke up at 8am today.. and realised.. shit.. im late for skool... i dragged myself out of bed... my vision still blurred and dizzy.... it was as if i was drunk...the ice cold water nvr felt better.. my whole body was burning inside out.....the cold water pierced through my nerves and it felt great... i took about 45 mins to get ready.. hehe slacker...

and when i finally got out of my house.. it was 9am.. woot 1hr late... but while dawdling on the way to school... i realised all of my frens were only coming in the same time i was heading for the school gate! What a coincidence we're all freaking late WOOT!... Classes were surprisingly interesting..its been a while since i touched thick ink-blemished heavy exam papers... but i didnt do anything instead, I dozed off with my pen in hand, WOW! i didnt noe how i did that..... I was unusually silent.. maybe because im suddenly all EMO or just sensitive i guess..... I played around with my PSP for a while.. but negative and regretful thoughts running through my brain seemed to make me lose all toleration and concetration, its like some electric current jolting my veins.... i freaked out and i suddenly grabbed my stuff and ran out of class at 11:20am without even turning around to look at my teacher's surprised look or reaction.....it was exactly 2hrs before i could really go home...

Sweating and my heart pumping and gasping for air... I saw Fairuq he too skipped lessons and we chilled out at the infamous Doughnut... He had a go at my PSP and i was rather not interested to play any games and i knew Fairuq was enjoying himself but for me i just dreamed and looked at the dark rainy sky till Shahrin and CO. appeared... 1:30pm Treated them to Starbucks and we chilled there and had some fun trash talking while sipping our favourite selection of fraps... I would no forget that face of Shahrin when he ate a slice of lavish oreo cheese cake... he savoured the moment and he really took a long time to eat it... his face? Well see for yourself.. damn funny...

The weather today was pretty fickle minded.... at one point rain would pour mercilessly on us but it would suddenly stop and drizzle.... strange... its as if the weather has a mind of its own.. the strange subtlety of the weather....

2+++ pm... I went to help pay some bills at the post office... and at 3 i went to work... only to say hi and by to my agent while he grabbed a few shots off me.... and now im back home.. missing those fun and beautiful moments i had with you Rosa.. i hope you're reading this.... I miss you... Love You, Cherish You...

The Work of Dog
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