Im stumped... Im at a roadblock.. Im at grief.. i still feel sad...My dads going back .. pray for his safety.. hopefully i can come too... I had a family discussion the whole day... and plans and stuff.... so much stuff to discuss about.. I could'nt even call Rosa.. at least i sent her a msg not to worry so much..hopefully she reads it... haiz... This really sucks....
Hopefully.. everything goes fine over there back at my homeland....
Shit happens.... love you always yours truly...

The Work of Dog
9:01 PM

I dont know how to describe 2day.. it was boring, then happy then sad.. damn sad... I was at rosa's house today.. had a nice time with her.. talking and playing around... until we slept...
it was 4pm.. i was on the computer.. playing some game.. diner dash?? got soo bored.. went to her.. we kissed..... my blood rushed.... it was a very passionate moment.. beautiful in every aspect... we looked at each other eye to eye.. and continued on.. till 6pm.. it was the best feeling ever.. she even told me that it was her best moment too... i love her even more now!

Then the unthinkable struck me in the head... BAD NEWS! My mom sms-ed me... And the message was... my uncle was killed 2dae... he was shot several times infront of my grandpa's house... The killer was a hired assassin...the asshole used a M16 rifle and put 30 bullets in my uncle... it was damn shocking.. i did not know how to react.. i was extremely sad.. yet very furious... he is a great uncle... a good soldier..he is a Sargaent in the Navy Seals a good inspiration....and when the news came it sucked big time... i got damn pissed.. my whole family in Phillppines is in danger now...and the military have put protection for my relatives already..i hope and pray for their safety..i pray for my lil cousin, King, he is only 8 years old and he saw his dad die infront of him .i hope he wont be traumatised by this because he is a very clever dude and this may affect his studies... DAMN!! i was soo pissed... and sad...
Rosa was there for me.. she hugged me.... i am thankful for u rosa.. thx u! I Love You! Friends reading this.. i am now very sad...

In Memory of TITO Bouban, I love you.. you are a great uncle.. great man...

The Work of Dog
8:33 PM

Another great week! fun fun fun! I love Fridays.. they rock! wonder why.. the drinks or the movies or some great fun in a place called the refuge... its somewhere enclosed in a room with a bed with blue striped covers... yours truly would know precisely where XD!

I met with my old skool fren... yeah she changed alot... i waved at her ... and she was startled, dumbfounded and surprised? or shocked or wad? i dont noe..she was walking with her dude fren.. i busy looking for a place to eat dinner wif Rosa.. and etc...

Im much more happier everyday now.. theres a bright shine and change in me... my frens have noticed it too.. maybe becuz im much more healthy now... =D !!

Its been a while since i updated... so im like so tired now.. and my dad is currently playing some agonising classical music with moaning whores.. woot! adjusting to the music... anything goes here at home so i dont mind.. classical? metal? Hardcore? metal core? rock? alternative? Hip Hop? well black eyed peas for me if it comes to hip hop.. and some pop add a lil flava to my musical taste..

my fingers smell of strawberry.. been trying to get rid of this smell.. its too intense...well strawberries rock anyway...hehehe...

ok i think im done.. nothing much to rite about skool.. either im at home or at home or at home.. and skool.. ?

The Work of Dog
6:47 PM

A week full of roses and bees and tulips perhaps is screwing me up! WTH! exams! mock exams mean nothing to me though... i cant seem to put in effort.. but i know i would do well for my english which i did yesterday... freaking easy...."Boys Dont Cry" >>> nice topic to write about aint it?

I got another upperbody attack again... freaking painful aches and all.... pain lasts a few moments.. bear it... and yes i did... Thx to her... i pulled through... her swet voice can just get me out of anything... poof...

Every single day is different...whether happy or sad... its just another day i must build up to make it more interesting... life aint boring its how u live it...

Rosa I love u more and more! lets fight summore! XD!!

The Work of Dog
11:04 AM

New shirts
Master More Than Words by Extreme
I want my PSP back >.<
Get a new Phone
Pass National Examinations
Get out of Fajar
Change for the better
Master Blackbird by THE BEATLES