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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

AAAHH...... I feel good.... but i also feel bad and guilty.... i have been doing lotsa shitty stuff... i dont think any1 would forgive me..... so i just wanna try my best and change for the better....
I hate this feeling... and i dont want any part to play in this anymore....

And yes... its been a while since i updated... I have been.. away from the computer for a long time.... was going out and stuff... i went out yesterday with my frends.. had a lotta fun..... this is the 1st time i touched the computer and really used it properly... other than that.. im just around the house lazing around or just dreaming......

2dae i did'nt see that bitch mdm tan around... which was good.. she really spoilt my mood and discouraged me the other day... i hope that she is sick at home because of those spiteful words she hit me with.... serves her right... its not good for a teacher to talk to a student that way anyway.. so she is wrong all the more.. being a teacher means to be a role model.. does she act like one? no... she comes late... she gets nasty... and i did nothing wrong except received my book late... WTH? well every1 is wrong... im wrong too on a different point of view.. so fcuk it.. its over... forgive and forget about it...she aint that bad anyway.. but when she blurted out my secrets to the whole darn class... makes me look at her in a different way now....

Anyway.. im in a good mood.... argh... i have to fix this problems of guilt and trouble fast... i wanna feel good and good only... dont want any sub feelings like "i feel good but guilty" and etc that shit and then some....

well later then... im suddenly feeling hot... and sad? oh ya this tv show i watched made me sulk..freaking sad happenings!! haha... well.. guys are sensitive too ya noe!! ah well...
Buzz off now.. i wanna shred the guitar now.... (>.<) !!!!

love every1....

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