IM so hungry... i ate breakfast dinner.. sum tit bits...lunch? yes.. apples .. chocolate bars.. cookies.. finished the bread... chocolate ice cream and some yoghurt... holy crap im gonna have a stomach ache....

But im still soooo hungry!!!
Every1 wonders where i go and sum of my frens always wonder where i dissappear to.... sumtyms they dont even see me for weeks... but actually im there all the time.. just that its at the wrong time....

Haiz.. woke up a 12pm 2dae.... and i looked at my schedule... i laughed.... i missed lessons!! hahaha!! I broke my guitar strings! sob!! .. but nvm i bought new ones and fixed them on already! woot!

im just so bored right now... i even mopped the whole house 3 times... fixed up my room and arranged everything properly and neatly..even did laundry! woo like the sound of the washing machine!!! i dont noe wads got into me.... impulsive compulsive behaviour??

at least im doing sumthing.... well im off to go mop the floor one more time!! i hope its the last time though!! later then!!
fcuk mdm TAN!!

The Work of Dog
8:53 PM

AAAHH...... I feel good.... but i also feel bad and guilty.... i have been doing lotsa shitty stuff... i dont think any1 would forgive me..... so i just wanna try my best and change for the better....
I hate this feeling... and i dont want any part to play in this anymore....

And yes... its been a while since i updated... I have been.. away from the computer for a long time.... was going out and stuff... i went out yesterday with my frends.. had a lotta fun..... this is the 1st time i touched the computer and really used it properly... other than that.. im just around the house lazing around or just dreaming......

2dae i did'nt see that bitch mdm tan around... which was good.. she really spoilt my mood and discouraged me the other day... i hope that she is sick at home because of those spiteful words she hit me with.... serves her right... its not good for a teacher to talk to a student that way anyway.. so she is wrong all the more.. being a teacher means to be a role model.. does she act like one? no... she comes late... she gets nasty... and i did nothing wrong except received my book late... WTH? well every1 is wrong... im wrong too on a different point of view.. so fcuk it.. its over... forgive and forget about it...she aint that bad anyway.. but when she blurted out my secrets to the whole darn class... makes me look at her in a different way now....

Anyway.. im in a good mood.... argh... i have to fix this problems of guilt and trouble fast... i wanna feel good and good only... dont want any sub feelings like "i feel good but guilty" and etc that shit and then some....

well later then... im suddenly feeling hot... and sad? oh ya this tv show i watched made me sulk..freaking sad happenings!! haha... well.. guys are sensitive too ya noe!! ah well...
Buzz off now.. i wanna shred the guitar now.... (>.<) !!!!

love every1....

The Work of Dog
7:00 PM

Its a nice starry, unhumid cool chilling night... a perfect night for a birthday! and ITS MY BIRTHDAY 2dae!!! i was out the whole day ..just came back from my birthday dinner with family and friends.... only had time to blog and check out my friendster and all at this particular hour ....in just a 45 mins my birthday would be over.... soo.... I HAD A GREAT TIME 2dae!!

I love 2dae! i wish it would be like this everyday!!... I went for dinner at Margaritas Mexican Gourmet Restaurant!! Mexican FOOD WOO!! absolutely scrumtious exeedingly gorgeous overwhelming food!! ... the salsa the nachos the beef the cardillo the tortilla it just rolls down my tongue... plus a few shots of margarita... which is a cocktail of tequila and some fruit juice .... it was great!! After dinner.. my dessert was a chocolate cake with lotsa candles... haha... every1 sang the very familiar birthday song as usual,... poof.. i blow the candles... even an american stranger from the other table came to wish me happy birthday....that was heart warming... anyway... it was a pleasant day! i love it!!

TO those and every1... I LOVE U!! and thx for giving me the life i have now... God bless! and Gd nite.. its a starry nite.. so 2moro.. i think theres no rain.. =D!!

The Work of Dog
11:22 PM

Woo... I feel better than ever!! recovering slowly.. thx to the whole bunch of medicine given by the doctor... i mean A really big bunch of medicine! ... so much stuff to swallow... -_-...

Anyway... The past 3 days have been.. boring... i had 2 keep myself from sleeping in between lectures.... and there was so many stuff 2 do.... Im soo tired rite now...

Anyway... I really dont noe wad to write right now.. my minds just blank... sooo.... My birthday is 3 days from now..... cant wait? or am maybe not? well i'll find that out....

The Work of Dog
5:27 PM

Im here!.. yes.. but im still sick.. havent recovered.. actually got worser... but im still holding up..
Woo! i dont noe about 2moro.. lets just see wad unfolds...im soo weak.... damn half of the week was wasted because of this fever.... all i did everyday was lie in bed.....zzzz... my stomach aches alot too... gastric perhaps... i dont noe.. everything hurts.....

Well im quite relieved at least.. my bro Jon came back home from NS.. woo! he looks tough as usual.. and tired.....anyway... ive got nothing to do.. and lying on my back staring at the ceiling wont keep me interested all day... so wad the heck.. turn on the computer and write something...

My frend George came to the house.. entertained him a lil bit....we double teamed Joel.. as usual...and played some games..... haiz... too tired and dizzy after that... i dont show it.. cuz i always smile and laugh along wif them.. i hate to worry people...

anyway... 2dae was fine.. ... 2moro then.... i hope...

The Work of Dog
9:30 PM

Yesterday.. was'nt able to update me blog... was sick... full bloom high fever... means that i had fever for a long time but it showed its true colours yesterday complicated yes.....but now i've got my strength back, recovering.. and im on my chair typing sumthing....Yesterday was the worst day ever though...

OK.. tdae.. i woke up in a pool of sweat... yeah.. my body was very hot.. and the medicine made me sweat so that my temperature would drop... argh... my throat is still rough... but at least im recovering....

Anyway.... I think thats all perhaps.... im still feel very weak.. and kinda dizzy.... so i'll just stop here.... laters...need 2 rest.... cant go 2 werk 2dae...zzzz.....

The Work of Dog
5:35 PM

yeah......i played some kinda game with my mom yesterday.. haha.. and she does'nt notice... muhaha.. my mom thought i went out.. but actually i was at home all along! i was just hiding here and there dodging every chance or opportunity for her to see me... i tip toed across the the hallway into my bedroom.. dressed up in my jeans and shirt.. tip toed out of my room and walked just passed her.. she still did'nt notice!! wow!! i feel like an undercover cop or sumthin... XD!!!!!!! then i went out.. opened my front door and gate.. and went back in and shouted.. "mom im home! "... "Jared your back early!" my mom replied.. lol lol lol!! i was home the whole time!!!! she does'nt noe!! hahahaha!!

Anyway.. i just woke up... received a call from my fren who woke me up with the ring of my hp.. shit.. i just missed chemistry classes.... damn... anyway.. wad the heck... its holidays... so that can wait... and i've been studying for 2 days straight so give me a break will ya Mrs Teo? I don't noe wad the hell is wrong wif the skool.. there are holidays yes... but they dont seem like it.. i just end up in skool again during the holidays when i actually wanna get away from there and enjoy get my mind outta skool..but then skool is always in my mind so i cant fully enjoy anything the holidays offer.....zzzz....so if there be any extra classes by any of my teachers all that they get is an empty seat and the phrase "give me a break u fcuktards!" ...

Anyway... my mind aint abt skool... im currently in a good crazy wacky mood! time to go out to town wif sum buddies... need to disturb the peace of the strangers walking down the road of Orchard... time for some fun jackass time.. something i havent done in a while...... vodka any1 ??
Shadiq! pass the glass... lets down a few dude! =) !! later ..... Now thats better than power..

The Work of Dog
9:56 AM

woo... yeah... free free free... days are free.. woo.. im so free... but i dont noe how 2 spend my time properly...anyway.. yeah... hmm.. i shut myself out from society whenever there are days like this... too tired too sleepy and theres no mood... haiz....

need to recuperate.... regenerate/rejuvenate? and energize for next week.. cuz there will no longer b the playful me.. but the serious one.... gotta do this and make this year rite... end this year on a high.. and get away from this dreadful skool of mine....

Agh!! its almost my birthday.. its just next saturday.... march 25... bummer....excited? kinda... but it would b a quiet and a sweet one i suppose.....i hate big bday parties... too much ppl.. i like to spend moments alone on important days like this....

Yeah.. home is just like home... gosh.. havent done my chores yet... ok so im off... currently this excessive compulsive mind of mine makes wanna do something.. and quick too.. so later....

The Work of Dog
3:39 PM

phew.... Friday..... tired... sleepy... i slept till 1pm... and woke up.. and poof.. i missed classes... no mood for classes anyway.. some1 just stole sumthing from me and that just pisses me off....so FCUK U!!!! ..

Surprisingly 2daes kinda boring...maybe bcuz im not goin out 2dae.. im broke!! I still got some problems of my own to solve.. so a whole day at home would be great to think about it... so much pressure!

Well theres always next week..!! but time flies.. so a week aint good enuf....
Hmm... probably b having some attatchments? ... will i b busy? or should i go out and catch a movie with sum1? 2dae or next week? Oh yeah.. still got jamming which is part of the plan.. shit....If i go out 2dae....i'll probably b back 2moro... if i go next week.. same scenario but different days... different plans.. same motives...different times dates opinions critical accusations and misconceptions...what time should it be? i still got work 2 do? friends? do i have time??...haiz.. my mind as far as i can see is in a complete mess...

Well i hope i solve this riddle quickly.. this feeling is like a bullet in the head..... yeah i just watched the movie fight club.. total mindfcuk, crazy psychotic madness and fun but violently hilarious!! hey.. its a cult movie wad do you expect? girls? nah.. FIGHT CLUB ROCKS! oh yeah.. maybe chicks dont have a thing for violence.. but hey this may attract them .. Brad Pitt is one of the main characters!! but he plays the bad guy well not exactly a real bad guy.. but a person who can b seen only from the eyes of the mentally doubled visualled chaotic person.... but still FIGHT CLUB ROCKS!!

Well.. i'm going out after all! a friend called! woo! 2moro then!! where are the coats and the jeans.. im outta here!!

The Work of Dog
7:01 PM

Yeah.... currently listenin to this band... incubus... woo they rock... love their old albums cuz its a good example of how funk rock should be played.....but their new ones are kinda dissapointing... their best album for me is.. fungus amongus... woo alotta funk and cool riffs!! very addictive songs.... fast tongue twisting lyrics which i have no idea if it makes sense but i can comprehend to think of it..its all fun....yeah..

Damn... 2dae was.. simple... and.. nothing interesting interests me 2dae...something very unusual for me.. cuz usually something crazy happens and poof i got a lotta stuff 2 rite.. but nah.... i dont mind... give my head a break....anyway....

hmm..... im still ever so searching.... looking and seeking..... when shall i find the one i seek.. i dont noe... but i gotta be hilikus!!

Poof!!

The Work of Dog
4:02 PM

Tired... sleepy.... guess who visited me at my home.... HAZWAN!!! woo!! my lost bro... the clever one who did not make it.. the one who passed everything but ended up in ITE instead.. my bro... hazwan!! wooo!! Basket the 1st thing he asked me is.. Jared .. Tom Yam??? zzzzzz.........
but i did not have any more Tom Yam... so improvise.....cooked prata and curry instead.... mm mm mm!!... ate till we were full... ended up playing PS2 winning eleven...zzz.. lost to him twice...haiz..

He came bcuz he wanted to use my computer to check into his friendster and upload shit from his phone... and do lotsa crap.... haiz... the same usual funny guy.... yeah...

nothing more to say... the day has just started for me... yeah exams and all... but hell i breezed through them 2dae... nothing but a snap of a finger.... yeah....

aites.. poof then...

The Work of Dog
7:34 PM

IM tired.... im sick.. im sick.. im tired..... im exhausted... and worn out..... my temperature goes to 39 degrees.. but drops to 37 when i rest.. rises again when i wake up.. but now its on neutral 37.2
so i hope it just stays that way....

i did not go out or anything 2dae.. was really not feeling well... i did not follow my family out ... i think my mom and dad are angry wif me.... so .. to ease their anger abit.. i cleaned the house.. arranged the shoes... filled the bottles... wiped the tables.. arranged the chairs... and mopped the floor.....phew tired.. but worth it.. cuz i went to bed again... i just woke up and currently writing down everything thats happened so far until 4.06pm.. XD!!

2moro..zzz... another day of stress.. but its ok.. i'll get to see my frens... Sunday is usually relaxing.. so im kinda slack.... hmm.... homework? nah... i 4got wads my homework...

I hope this week would be fun and fun and fun.... i really hope.. i want some happiness in life... i really do.. im just soo sick and tired.. so pls....

thoughts and emotions stir around in me.... sadness lingers on........

The Work of Dog
4:02 PM

tired.. soo tired.... came back home from the soccer match and my ankle goes into haywire mode again... zzz... Anyway.. todays soccer match was one of the best ones i have ever played!! we won 7-6 ! and the last goal was a golden goal.. so we were actually tied 6-6 after 90 mins...

In the 1st half... the whistle was blown... the match starts... the ball is controlled by the opponents and then its stolen by Safwan... Safwan passed the ball to me and I ran passed every1 using my speed.. every1 bit my dust! XD!..I controlled the ball...and tapped it into the empty net .. the keeper was stranded in the middle of the goal.. GOAL!!.. the fastest goal in the school's goal-scoring history.. which is now 48 seconds.. !! yeah.. 2 mins later.. i scored again!! a solo goal from the left flank.. passed 4 defenders... blasted it home!! GOAL!!! 2-0! ....

Then my opponents fought hard.. and got a goal back.. and scored once again 6 mins later.. so it was 2-2... then towards the end of the half.. I crossed the ball to Wee Bin.. and he to scored a lovely "Nistel Rooy"-like kind of goal...so the half ended 3-2.. we were leading..

Second half.. nightmare! in 10 mins.. we were 3-5 down.. our opponents really wacked us hard... so we pushed on ... and Fairuq scored a lovely banana shot from outside the penalty area... 4-5...
Then 5 mins later.. Fairuq scored another one.. similar type of goal.. so it was 5-5... 10 mins later... Hafiz scored a crazy goal... from way outside the area.. he got the ball.. and crossed the ball into the penalty area.. but the cross was too high! it lobbed over every1 the keeper went to catch it but fumbled and it ended up in the net.. so YES! we were up 6-5.. we are goin to win!! we had 5 mins left to play.. but after that goal.. they scored another goal.. our goalkeeper fumbled the ball... so it was tied 6-6... Extra time /Golden Goal... I was already injured.. i sprained my ankle again bcuz i got tackled really hard by one of the defenders earlier in the second half..... but i fought on and 4got about the pain..... 15 mins of extra time.. i recieved the ball from a long clearance by Redzal.. i dribbled past 2 defenders.. and layed the ball back for Fairuq to shoot... and his shot went passed the keeper into the net!! GOAL!! .. and we won 7-6!!

AFter that.. my ankle really went haywire.. and i had to resist the pain the way home.. not 2 4get.. my home is at woodlands.. freaking far from the place i played soccer at... but i felt good.. cuz it was a fun game and every1 enjoyed it...

The Work of Dog
9:06 PM

2dae was ouch.. yelps and ... free?? .. yeah free.....I played pool the whole day yesterday... XD!!
why ouch?? my sprained ankle is killing me.... cannot even walk up the stairs properly... let alone climbing 5 storeys.....And i got a soccer match on Friday... i think... so i hope to b fit till then... pls pls pls....i wanna do SAFFC proud.. lol... no longer play 4 them anymore.. zzz...I used to though... many years ago.. nice memories wif them... the yellows and the lovely bright reds flashing pass my face.... miss those cards....played left midfield...completely missed.... ok cut it...

Basically 2dae.. i was limping here and there everywhere.....and just soooo tired.... i could not even get up from my bed for starters... zzz...

Why free?? cuz i only had 1 "real" lesson out of the whole day... cuz the rest of my teachers really.. nvr came.... so its.. 8 free periods for me in total for 2dae... and i did'nt noe how 2 spend it...really.... If i was smart i should have not come in the 1st place...zzzz...

The lights from the shady grim shade ever so dimeth the hallway of my house..... but its still bright! ???!!?? confused.. yes... I really have nothing on my mind..its just .. not working properly.... the only thing in my mind is.. is... is... this person whom i had a chat with b4 i went for my break and told her im just walking around just to kill time.... seems i did'nt chat with her in a while.. so..yeah.. a moment... and it took me by surprise.. never expected it.... XD!!! there.. its out of my mind....

Alrite.. .. i think im coming in late again... im goin MOS baby!! laters!!

Poof!!

The Work of Dog
9:44 PM

New shirts
Master More Than Words by Extreme
I want my PSP back >.<
Get a new Phone
Pass National Examinations
Get out of Fajar
Change for the better
Master Blackbird by THE BEATLES