The day seems sooo long..... i want it to end already..... zzz... every moment.. i go into this state of mind... deep in thought... everything abt me is blurred... and my mind races up and down trying to find answers to this confusing life of mine..... mind boggling... haiz.... sometimes i feel.. when somethings are always looking right and bright,they go bad in the end... it always happens to me.... yep me....i wonder.... haiz... its very frustrating...

yes to top that one... classes are stressful.... lectures make me sleepy... the lecturer picks at me... mdm fatimah pisses me off....zzzz..... and my eyes hurt damn badly.... This year is'nt a pleasant one for me...... i just want it to end quickly... bring on the paper and i'll finish it quickly...and...love... haiz.. love... nvr felt it in years... 2 -3 yrs to b exact.... something i miss... and something i'll treasure when i finally receive it gratefully.....

The days get colder.... not the weather.. toking abt the atmosphere around friends and bros... tension rises as tests get closer.... a lot of work to b done.... my head aches every moment i ponder on this....sometimes i would just sit down and stare blankly... erase my mind off anything... and just imagine the world i have just created in my sophisticated and imcomprehendable mind.... a gift perhaps to have such a wild imagination stained with the thoughts of a drug addict to a politician and a genious manic depresssionoia.... wooo.... thank you God....

well.. wadever this is.. i feel gd abt writing it down... wadever happens in my lonely future.... is seriously not my doing... its just pre-planned by this supernatural all powerful spirit somewhere.. everywhere.. around us.. dwelling among us.. looking down on us.. taking care of us... and helping us....

The world is changing.. times are changing... ppl... start to die once they are born out of the mom's womb... every1 is dying....pandemics..diseases..HIV for crying out loud....when we all grow old.. we die...and we go back to the ground as dust or sand or mud...and out spirits enter the realm of the supernatural sum places dreadful.some beautiful no clever mind could ever imagine what its like cuz we have to die and yes those who died cant tell us wad its like cuz its simple they're dead.... simple as that... well im just glad i still survived....now all i want is sincere loving and care...

poof... no mood... POOF!! speak my mind... inspired inspiration.. finally my 1st of the year... poof!

The Work of Dog
9:32 PM

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