Wah... Monday.. was really crazy... had fun... really made me forget abt the previous 2 days of crap.... Had PE.. it was hell.... my head suddenly attacked... ended up puking everywhere ..... zzz.. but i was still able to run 7 laps... fight on..!!!

Then me and my buddies as usual... disturbing safwan.... yeah... fun....after that had a nice nap all the way.... until it was interupted with the horrid smell of ammonia gas.... damn... chemicals chemistry practicals practically hard to comprehend...zzz WTH!!!

After the day... had filming! just finished filming 2 scenes... yeah was fun.... another 15 more scenes to go..!! fun fun and some coffee and then some....

I looked down the horizon of the parade square... saw ppl playing floorball... woo! wad the heck... lets play! havent touched tat damn stick in a while... and hell... i havent lost my touch....dribbling past almost every1... yeah i love and miss that feeling... except the only thing i lost is my shooting...zzz.... bsides that i was dancing the samba!! even Mr Kumar could'nt catch me... haiz.. i played for abt 5 mins... than i got soo tired... louzy fitness... zzz.... so i sat down... ended up juggling the light ball.... easy!!! then poof!! cramps!! ouch!! well it was fun

There was this guy... i think he is from 2e1.. haha i disturbed him until he could not take it anymore......poor guy....well i got nothing 2 do..... so crap around shall i?? i did precisely...

Then off home i went.. took a taxi though... freaking cramps.. and i think i sprained my ankle in the process..zzz.... oh hell.. sports meet is still 2 months away.. so nothing 2 worry... it will b a breeze... XD!!!

laters... poof??!

The Work of Dog
7:20 PM

Hmmzz... 2dae was fun... but b4 i elaborate further..... yesterday, which seemed soo great and fun.. ended in tears..... had a family discussion late at night.... My dad stamped his frustrations... yes i understood... and all..my family is just moving far apart... just saddening.... and my elder bros ended up fighting and arguing.... just infront of me and joel... it was sad... damn...... it was the 1st serious argument/fight after over 7 years i think? yeah... painful.... all i could do was watch helplessly.. hey im younger than the both of them.. wad could i do?? My parents only could restrain them but a hole has been carved and it will b hard to cover it up already they exchange harshed words... and i dont think forgiveness will b in their minds for quite some times......tension tension.... family in crisis....hell..if i bring a camera and record my everyday life with my family i could sell it for a drama serial.... tats how bad the situation is... so in the whole "discussion" i stayed silent and yes.. sad....

Well 2 continue.. 2dae was fun.... went shopping wif dad, my fellow "adopted" bro George and Joel... Damn its been a while since i went shopping wif DAD!! .... so it was sweet... ...

After which i reached home and dozzed off into dreamland of sophistications... had a nice dream of colourful bright colours and weird people who have feelers on their heads.. WTH!??!!
2moro my class and I would be doing sumthing fun!! we're doin filming!! and yes who is the Director and editor/producer?? Every1 looks at me .. so yes i got no choice... since i got the most experience in the movie world.... XD!! lol.. any1 remember the movie i made abt the Tamil Tigers when i was sec 3????!! well its something like that.. its gonna b a teacher's day thing i guess.. seems that it will b endless late nights and coffee for the next 3-4 months of projects and editing..... looking forward.. means that im gonna b on the computer everyday and i got more time to blog....cheers to that!!

Im counting my days......and they all spell one word....alone..... yes its alone..... always and will forever will be until.......

poof.....sadness lingers on....

The Work of Dog
9:38 PM

aaah 2dae was refreshing..this morning i finally..... met my aunts , granduncle and relatives from USA!! woo!! .. they're a fun bunch!! sadly they had 2 leave at 11am... so we met them very early in the morning and had breakfast wif them at the airport and yeah we spent quality time!! Its 8.30 am!! My granduncle still could walk and carry his own luggage by himself despite of his very old age!! We Had Fun... candid photographs, wacky conversations [MY AUNT PLAYS GUITAR TOO!! ]....and then some... after which we sent them off at the airport... sad..... the fun lasted for 3 hrs.... sad... well there is an ending to everything.. cant go on foreva... except marriage(basically marriage is broken till either the husband or wife dies) so yeah nothing lasts....wateva... XD!!!

Had to teach again! woo !! fun!! My students are all so paying attention... gd job!! That would give me more confidence!! but yeah .. they learnt a few chords and all.. gd.. gd...!! wads next? scaling?? hehehe we'll see..

After that there was the anniversary!! yeah!! I learnt alot!! and thought alot wad life was really about... very touching....but sadly life is still lonely for me...it seems i still gotta b patient..... well i dont mind waiting 5 yrs..hey i have already passed 2 yrs so 5 yrs would b a breeze..... i suppose its all planned out for me.... so im just goin to live on looking forward! yes!!

Looking forward and cant wait wad mysterious happenings will ever occur after!! patience yeah!!

Poof!!! Its all bcuz im really in a good mood... and it seems no1 2dae can piss me off... well tats wad i get for going through a very wicked day yesterday..my reward perhaps.. hehehe..

poof again i guess...

The Work of Dog
8:37 PM

2dae.. was very..... shittish.... my dad gave me a ride.... woo in the subaru impreza!! yeah was just in time to make the hit the bell.. wad made 2dae crappy was the total discouraging words of bullshit and unwisdom-like shit from Mr Eng... really seriously.. had no mood to study or listen to anything else... i was totally silent the whole day until it was break.... i was really at rage... i rarely get angry.. but surprisingly it 2dae was one of those days.. let alone rushing to skool.. beating the bell.. freaking tired and stressed then to make the matters worse a lash of spiteful words hit me... WTH!! total piss off...my tolerance lvl was not up to par....so yeah fcuk u ENG!!

My silence broke during break... damn my buddy disturbed safwan aka wan-dragon/ fatass... rampaging him with super explicit humiliating funny insults... woo! freaking funny... he even called safwan wan-subu.. or wan - subutex.. hahaha.. nice!! the whole day after break was me disturbing the fat guy... even on the way home.. my buddies and myself continue on and on... poor guy..even Joel joined in the fun... as a result he got punched... haha

The day is goin 2 b a fast one... damn gotta prepare my lessons for 2moro.. woo im teaching again... then theres a big play 2nite.. a drama production by my big bro's(Justin) skool...yeah hopefully its nice.. im up 4 anything 2dae... everything is free flowing and mood swinging at the moment so anything goes.... XD!!!

i need a break... a very long break..... i've got fever.. but im not telling my parents.. dun wanna worry them.... this fever has been hitting me for a few days already... so.. i hope it will subside soon.. :)!! i think all i need is some rest and some nachos... and some soup too mushroom soup?? ... and then some.... my eyes get pale and my legs get weak... i feel like a twig... helpless and weightless....

gonna go get sum slp.. then on with the show... with the lights out........ and the lights will on once again...

Poof........

The Work of Dog
3:33 PM

ARgh!! .. frustration.... is my hair really that long?? seriously?? nah.. i did'nt have to cut it anyway.. so i dunno wad the fuss is abt... XD!!! i did sum extreme manipulation of the mind and it worked out just fine... muhahaha.. in your face ms tan!!

Well 2dae was a very pacey yet slacked day... one moment im sleeping the next im studying and b4 i noe it its time to go home... wow!! time flew too fast 2dae.... how am i supposed to enjoy if it continues like this..... zzzz.... i mastered the led zeppelin "song stairway to heaven" (one of the greatest and hardest songs to play on guitar ever!! thank you Jimi Page! those of you wondering wad it is go download it..XD! )..but.. the solo is the only problem i'll figure that out pretty soon....

ThE weather has been crazy these days... its been raining but the wierd thing the sun is out.. no wonder i get fever attacks after that.. not gd for me... zz.. fcuk you weather!! or is it global pollution/warming.... ahh wth.. its obvious the world may end pretty soon... ;)!!

From echoes, to cations to waves to histograms to cold war to chemical equations to geomerical transformations.... HOLY SHIT!! system overload!!!! and dont 4get photoshoots too... damn headache man... wooo tiring.... well life is full of difficulties and i am goin to storm through it(self confidence and motivation are important aspects of character building) but hey WTH!!??!..... and yes... i must learn how to keep my word... i want to be sum1 who ppl can rely on... not just the guy next door.... i want to b dependable... yeah... im trying.. but its all up to me yeah...i pray that my future would be a bright one.. but if i go i go out with a bang.. not just fade out.....like kurt cobain said.. its better to b blown away then to fade away... XD!!! honor and respect to u kurt..ur the antirock star idol i will always idolise.... i noe ur're in hell cuz u killed urself.. so find peace with the suffering and the suffering make do with peace in there and hope the devil does'nt torment u too much.. rock on!! respect and honor once again Nirvana lives on!!

Its now late.. surprisingly... dinner is'nt ready.... freaking hungry... JOEL!! is dinner ready yet?!!
Haiz... its chicken again...zzz... why not steak or some fish? lol... mushroom soup?? any1?

And now my mind is blank.. totally.. and and poof..
poof poof... hasta luego..

The Work of Dog
8:29 PM

The day seems sooo long..... i want it to end already..... zzz... every moment.. i go into this state of mind... deep in thought... everything abt me is blurred... and my mind races up and down trying to find answers to this confusing life of mine..... mind boggling... haiz.... sometimes i feel.. when somethings are always looking right and bright,they go bad in the end... it always happens to me.... yep me....i wonder.... haiz... its very frustrating...

yes to top that one... classes are stressful.... lectures make me sleepy... the lecturer picks at me... mdm fatimah pisses me off....zzzz..... and my eyes hurt damn badly.... This year is'nt a pleasant one for me...... i just want it to end quickly... bring on the paper and i'll finish it quickly...and...love... haiz.. love... nvr felt it in years... 2 -3 yrs to b exact.... something i miss... and something i'll treasure when i finally receive it gratefully.....

The days get colder.... not the weather.. toking abt the atmosphere around friends and bros... tension rises as tests get closer.... a lot of work to b done.... my head aches every moment i ponder on this....sometimes i would just sit down and stare blankly... erase my mind off anything... and just imagine the world i have just created in my sophisticated and imcomprehendable mind.... a gift perhaps to have such a wild imagination stained with the thoughts of a drug addict to a politician and a genious manic depresssionoia.... wooo.... thank you God....

well.. wadever this is.. i feel gd abt writing it down... wadever happens in my lonely future.... is seriously not my doing... its just pre-planned by this supernatural all powerful spirit somewhere.. everywhere.. around us.. dwelling among us.. looking down on us.. taking care of us... and helping us....

The world is changing.. times are changing... ppl... start to die once they are born out of the mom's womb... every1 is dying....pandemics..diseases..HIV for crying out loud....when we all grow old.. we die...and we go back to the ground as dust or sand or mud...and out spirits enter the realm of the supernatural sum places dreadful.some beautiful no clever mind could ever imagine what its like cuz we have to die and yes those who died cant tell us wad its like cuz its simple they're dead.... simple as that... well im just glad i still survived....now all i want is sincere loving and care...

poof... no mood... POOF!! speak my mind... inspired inspiration.. finally my 1st of the year... poof!

The Work of Dog
9:32 PM

2dae was boring... haha ... i met familiar ppl 2dae..... Putra and Zikrie.. hahaha they repeated.. great more ppl.. and yeah nazirul is in too!! along wif T-ming.... wooh...!!!

yeah re-did my blog... i like the mystical feel my new layout gives out... i like it... wadever....
Yeah i was sleeping the whole day... too tired.. except for the 1st few hours of the day.. had PE....
basically after that was just slacking around... and looking walking around... looking around...on and on..... had no cards so we could'nt have a game of bridge or sumthin to kill time.... zzz...

Yeah bought some more boxers on the way home!! haha yeah.. another 40 bucks down the drain though...zzz -_-...... yeah well im actually writing to kill time... can't wait for 2nite... theres a project!!! WOOO!! back to work!!!!!!! yes!?!?!!!

And then some...nothing else to say......zzzzzz........ alrites stop here then and listen to one of my favourite spanish songs titled Tus Ojos sung by Belanova!!.... ¡que le vaya bien every1!!! hasta luego!!!!!!

The Work of Dog
6:18 PM

2dae was wild... fun.... boring ... and i think i hate the word think.. shit i just used it..... wateva....
And tiring... does'nt it look outta place?? nah looks nice...

Alrites... 2dae lotsa nice things happen... yeah taught guitar... lol my students sooo funny...... the way they press so cute.. haha most of them girls ar.. hahaha... yeah it was fun....
After tat went jammin... then pool!!! WOOO!! so many... hahaha... lol ... yeah... now tired damn tired... yeah i mopped the floor and cleaned up the mess.... XD!!!

The days have are suddenly getting crazier or is just me?? i dont noe.. have no idea... have no intention to get the idea.. cuz i'll have to put thought in it... and i did not use think mind u..
And i also invented the a new tongue twister!! cool !!! yeah tats wad fifi said.....XD!! and after that i got hit by the word giiiilllleeeerrrr all nite.. haiz....

Then after that ... blank... now i'm havin a go at the PS2 i repaired for my fren.. yeah it is functioning well.. but still has sum probs to tinker around... freaking idiot of a fren to put baby oil on the lens... total moron.. ok enuf of the insults...

Yeah.. the pain on my head has gone!! wohoo! except every morning i always feel this pain.. after that its ok... haha freaking dumbell...well at least i dont need to use the freaking smells-like-toilet-perfume oil anymore XD!! thats a plus!! gd fortune indeed..... well i win sum i lose sum...

POOFS!

The Work of Dog
11:29 PM

Colours on the rainbow so pretty in the sky.. it has just finished raining outside from... black clouds to crystal sky.... blank... dunno why.... ploop.... hey fly.......the words of this song are so nice that they always rhyme twice.. there is zab alak wlafjwa zzzzzaaawwawazwawad mamm!!!!
The result of a really bored person exceeding the bored limit..... sad..... XD......

The weeks been.. fast... exciting? nah.... fun? for the 1st few days perhaps... soso-able... yes precisely.... 2dae was quite dull... damn i'm losing my concentration already... i cant even stay awake during History lectures.. which i usually do and disturb the surrondings.. anything breathing.... now its like.. no more enerrgy to do that anymore... oh shit... i got an important Exam by the end of the year... come on dude focus......

cant wait 4 2moro.. goin jammin.... lotsa shit to jam and a few originals i composed while i was dreaming.... yeah looks like im gonna spend 52 bucks for 4 hours....well b4 that... im probably playing pool wif ma buddies.... and at nite.... all jamming... oh shit... theres a soccer match 2moro.. i think.. a forget it.... and yeah b4 jammin, b4 pool... im gonna teach guitar... yeah... my 1st time teaching.. im gonna see how it feels like being a teacher... woo!! can bully my students!! "HOMEWORK!!" ... rite..... XD!!!!!!

Oh yeah abt the Dumbell incident.. yeah my heads nvr been better... just had another ouch attack but yeah its ok now... zzz .. freaking oil smells lyk toilet perfume.... X_X... !!! The puzzles of the jigsaws of the problems of the mysteries of the enigmatic human.... O_O~!! BOOM!! im on the floor slp-ing...

wake up writes this whole column.... and then some... literally mind speaking....
ppl who pierce thier ears and make their ear holes as big as a 50 cent coins live in africa with the Masai ppl .... freakin masochists...... only indegenious ppl would mutilate and defile such a precious gift like our bodies.. face... hands ... legs... "DICK"??? .. "Pussy"-cat? ...masochisoistic!! XD!!! yeah i saw a guy/idiot who had earholes the size of a 50cent coin... and i shouted "OMG, u freaking gay!!! look u pierced the right hole not the left!! u an idiot or wad? and look at my thumb can go in sey!! WAAAH!!!!" hey... the jackass in me has'nt died out yet....

when another of this trips happen.. i'll rite more... see ya laters.. need to go 2 bed.... uugh.. feel like puking but its ok... zzzzzzzzzzz

POOF!!!!!!!!!!

The Work of Dog
5:55 PM

2dae was hectic..... towards the end of lessons... excruciating headache kicks in... almost puked.... then poof.. my handphone went missing(WTH!).... looked everywhere.. anywhere... could'nt find it... well in the end after hours of searching finally found it... a long story... those involved FCUK U!!! lol! Nice one though ;D ... those who dont have a clue.... too bad.... zzz
poof.. and into the realms of dreams of inspired sensations....

The Work of Dog
10:50 PM

ha.. 2daes valentines day..... rather dry.... but was fun...... hell i got no1.... hehe..... so yeah....all i did 2dae was just sit down in a corner wif my buddies and had a game of taiti.. hahaha.. wad a time to spend valentines huh?? hey valentines day aint for sweethearts... its also for gd frens... so wad the heck.....

My dad is out to bangkok for a buisness trip again... woo! damn happy and sad... happy cuz he wont b there to scold me... sad cuz he wont help me in my maths and yeah give me allowance hahaha... im an asshole.... hey watever man..... damn I could think straight if it was'nt for that freaking dumbell....zzz... crash big bruise... headaches...and then some...

The day has'nt ended yet.. goin out... wondering where i might go?? well all the way to the other side of the island... tampines perhaps?? why? i dunno.... i think i havent hung around that area in a while....nah nothing related to valentines... well i dont care if i go home really late cuz 2moro i'll probably be very early anyway even though i will slp early in the late hours of the early morning... hope u got that... XD

POOF!!

The Work of Dog
9:00 PM

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