from 2dae onwards.. september 29 2005.. im no longer a student of Fajar Secondary school... but i still get to take my N-levels ... after that im out.. out of that crappy skool.... i feel sad cuz i will probably nvr see my frens faces again for quite some time... i wont miss the skool but i will miss u guys... I luv u all man..thx for the memorable 4 yrs we had 2gether....all the memories... now im so screwed... and helpless like a dumb prostitute...im sad and im angry also.. furious but i also cant think of anything... helpless and speechless... gd bye... next week is my last week.... will say my last gd byes to u all ......

The Work of Dog
11:50 PM

N-levels getting closer.. every1 is bz... Everything is turning dull.. the weather is getting hotter... the days get drier.. the bills get higher...only 2 words can describe year 2005...its "f*cked up" !!!
well i think this will be my last post for September this year cuz i will be off studying or doin sumthing productive.. haha.. yeah.. its time to get serious... will be back posting next month on October 7.. thats one day after My N-levels.. wohoo! But if i do post this month, its out of boredom.. and stress perhaps... Hmm.. things with my family have gone smooth now.. no more quarrels and arguments so far... phew! except my lil bro Joel has been doin sumthin stupid lately that it mad my parents scold me again.. haiz.. darn kid...well... tats the life of a big bro...

So freaking tired right now.... just finish cleaning and fixing up my room, those of u who have been to my house know tat my room is a dump.. Amplifiers lying here and there.. wires all over the places, boxers hanging sumwhere, broken guitar strings, nails and shards of glass.. haha.. but dun worry its now fixed up ... its clean just for now only to notice that in a few weeks time it will turn back into a dump again..so its all in vain!! haiz.. well i gotta do my best to keep it the way it is... it felt good after cleaning up theres a sense of accomplishment in me i havent felt this good since hmm... maybe tats becoz i nvr cleaned my room or i havent scored on a chick in a while..just kiddin hehehe!!..its nice and cosy when ur in a clean room...listening to Queens Of the Stone Age and playing their songs on my guitar... ahh.. if im still bored i can just look at my psychedelic wall and stare at it for hours...

The Work of Dog
9:36 PM

Hmmm... haiz.... sigh....holidays dont seem to be holidays... instead for me holidays is housework, chores and cookin dinner 4 the family everyday... WTF??!! all my bros went out everyday this week but i had no plans to go out and in the end i end up doing all this shit and sorta bcum their "maid"....tat sux.. now i noe wad its lyk to be a housewife... so 2moro... f*ck my home!! i'm goin out!!!! well its kinda late and i havent slept for abt 3 days in a row... too restless too tired to sleep and again WTF?!!!...

The Work of Dog
1:18 AM

Hows my blog?? hehe!! its better aint it?? simple....
Its time.... N-levels... haiz.... its so fast aint it?? wish i was a baby... the pure innocence.. no stress, no studies, no house chores....just a milk bottle or sum funny toy inside my mouth.. fiddling around in my play pen...reacting to all the funny noises or movements to passers-by... aahh...but hell!! tat was long ago....its study time.."so called"... well my prelim results sucked..although i passed 3 subjects its still not enough as the total score i should get is 10 or below.. i got 13!!!! Well i gotta do sum hard work from now on... 2day was my MT paper.. and yeah "my otak SOT!!!" what to do?? ..sigh* i think i would pass... cuz i passed MT 4 my prelims which was a pleasant surprise... but all tat's past f*ck tat.. im focusing on 2moro.. Social Studies... I gotta do good 4 N-levels... if not...i will not go to sec 5 (so obvious) nor will i go to ITE.. my father gave me an ultimatum to pass N-levels or else i would not be studying in Singapore anymore.. (Who cares abt Singapore?? i just care abt my frens!) Where am i goin i wonder... sumwhere else in another f*cked up country perhaps... so wish me luck!!

The Work of Dog
6:53 PM

New shirts
Master More Than Words by Extreme
I want my PSP back >.<
Get a new Phone
Pass National Examinations
Get out of Fajar
Change for the better
Master Blackbird by THE BEATLES