Unbearable Pain....

SAD is the word i can describe 2day... i'm sad 4 the shit i've caused 4 the past 16 years of my life...It just can't go on any longer... now i sit here on this chair crying i tell u tears are really dropping onto the keyboard while i am typing this....I realised something 2day its so depressing it makes my heart go boom....wad am i now? This world is Full Of F**k... My world is turning into sumthing dark i dunno why..i just wish it could stop and i could just fall down.....

This are my thoughts now.. which can be sung as a song..it cheers me up..hopefully....
My last night here for you, same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me, did you ever know? That I had mine on you
Darling, so there you are with that look on your face, as if you're never hurt, as if you're never down, shall I be the one for you, who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then,I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you, close as I wanted to be,close enough for me To feel your heart beating fast, and stay there as I whisper How I loved your peaceful eyes on me,did you ever know that I had mine on you
Darling, so share with me your love if you have enough, your tears if you're holding back Or pain if that's what it is, how can I let you know I'm more than the dress and the voice Just reach me out then, you will know that you're not dreaming
shall I be the one for you, who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer

The Work of Dog
9:53 PM

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